Approching

I can feel the tension when it's around the corner. The immense and colossal being is starting to claw its way towards me, confronting me, challenging me. I know I have neither turning point nor second chance, I have to face it.


I have no time to prepare, honestly I never seriously take it as a threat to me, until now. Back then, I neglect the danger, as if it just a sparkle of ember, but it grows into a blasting flare, like the solar prominence radiating itself, scorches my mind.


I know it is not the right time for me to regret and worry. What I can do now is catching up, making time out of no time.


Gambatte ! I can do it!

Altitude defines my view, attitude defines my world

I’ve got an attitude
That won’t be broken
Smashed into
Pieces…
Its gonna fly this time
Its gonna have to!

I’ve got a smile that’s
Brightening my day up
Big time!
I’ve got a smile that
Scares you bad…
But I’m gonna keep smiling
This smile,
This time!

I’ve got the hopes
For something good,
You’ve got the problems,
Take them easy,
Go slow…
Be happy while you can!

I’ve got the eyes to see
What’s beyond my future,
Nothing but dark clouds,
Storm up ahead…
But it won’t get me down this time,
I’ll try to fight through it!

Using what I got I make the best of it,
I try to

I’ve got a smile that will stay on my face
Scares away everyone,
But hey,
At least I’m smiling
now!

I’ve got the time
So lets go!
No holding back,
Ready on the mark,
Set on the go,
And now we’re

I know nothing

What do I know? The only thing I know is "I know nothing".

I know nothing. Yes, the longer I live, the stronger I have that kind of feeling 'actually I know nothing'. The worldly knowledge constantly changing, being replaced, and being rectified. In the end, they will eventually become history. In order to survive, we learn, we experience, so that we are not being left behind by the trend of human chronicle. The current will continue to flow, no matter what happen, no matter what will happen. As long as the conscious is still alive, we need to learn. That is call the growing pain.