Living underwater, breathing underwater

It is the fools' day, so I should celebrate, for one reason, cuz I am always talking nonsense, I think fools will make sense, those claimed to be wise will not understand, but I'm here to befriend, I would love your comment, but sometime it depends ;)

Quite long time I haven't updates, I know you miss me :P. I miss you all too. Haha. You know I spend those time contemplating ;P (not really actually) what should I study, what will I do in few years afterward. It's head aching, worse than anything. Contradiction exist everywhere. I know sometimes what we do in future do not related to what we had studied , but more or less they might influence. I'm not rich enough, I'm not study hard enough, I might not wise enough, so be it. I'm still fortunate enough to have proper education. So, I opt for government universities. I will study what the "system" gives me, still I have many choices, but not quite handsome enough to get a Doc, Pharmacy, Bio-medic, Bio-chem. In fact, no bio related courses available for me now haha. Chem engineering? It gives me heart-attacks. Food science might sounds good for me. Besides, everyone "lives to eat" right?

Earth hour just passed recently. I'm a good person, I did switch off the lights, but wicked enough to switch on the fans. Cuz these days are damn(sorry for that) hot! No, I'm not imply the days are good looking, you know what I mean. I did put environmental science for the choices. At 7th and 8th choices. Why I put at the last two? Actually, I do believe this course will gets hotter(still, I'm not implying that). I do believe the future people will do whatever it takes to "save" the Earth. You know, the sea level is getting higher. We might have no place to live in future. That's why someone propose to construct the architectures afloat on the water, submerge in the water, like those hydrophytes. What? Am I kidding? No I'm not. The thing is, did I opt for architecture? No, I did not. Although those architects are brilliant, fantastic and amazing. I believe I can draw nothing. I discovered that when I was thirteen. Besides, cgpa 4.0 is the prerequisite to pursue architecture in some government universities.

Is it a squid with coffin like tentacles?



oh oh, all I really wanna do, do
is fall a little deeper with you, you
and never come up, breathing, breathing underwater ... - by Marié Digby

The possibility of our future...Muhahha!!!

I always wonder why most of the IT people are multibillionaires, besides businessmen and bankers. I admit I'm shallow, vain, materialistic. So, I'll tell you what to do, get over it. Yet, I think I should stick to bio, I love thing comes alive. What course is related to IT and Biology? Definite Bio-informatics. Actually it's kinda lame for me to think like that, but I like new and weird things, just like my type of music genre preference. What are those? If you are curious, I tell you. I like ambient+electronic.

Con te partirò

It's time to say goodbye ...to those chained capital letters. Those C linked to C, to H, to N and many more else formed rings. At least I hope so, which may not happen in future actually. My Chemistry turn out quite lousy (expected), below average. I'm not quite fond to those polka dot things ever since I first saw it. Those represented by indistinguishable structure constructed by lines and capital letters...annoying...very very cumbersome, loathsome... Remorse to those mistakes I had made, it's not the way for me. It's time to move on. Move on !!!

From time to time, we have to make decisions, people can really stressed out by the decisions they have to make in life. Always worry for what university I should go, what should I study. But if I knew what is gonna happen in life...then it turn out to be what a waste of time for worrying about all those things. Indeed, I do not know what will happen in life, yet I have a choice, to worry or not to worry. Are there such things as right decisions and wrong decisions? Good decisions or bad decisions? May be it's just different outcome, just like the way we drive to work, to school. There's many alternative. Yesterday took that path, today take this road, tomorrow may be ride on bicycle. That's true some are longer, some are shorter, some are prettier. But non of that is right or wrong, just a different way of getting there. It just different options. It doesn't matter the decision actually is, may be I can always do something out of it, afterward get the way I want to go. I shouldn't making decisions out of guilt or ego trip. Not out of fear. Not out of ill will. Not out of delusion. I can never say one path is better than the others. It just different.